Change?
Does human nature change? Can it? Those questions have haunted me since I was a child. From a social point of view, I have come to the conclusion, that on a grand scale, the old adage that “the more things change, the more they stay the same” is true. I have watched people and election cycles since before 1960. In the end, nothing much has substantially changed. A few forms have come and gone, but it is the same old humanity on the same old planet. Our cars and planes are faster, but the basic man’s suit has not changed since the beginning of the last century.
I had lunch once with a former classmate that had gone from being an obnoxious fundamentalist preacher to being an obnoxious atheist college teacher. Every time I think of the conversation I smile. He has gone from ridding the world of “sinners” to ridding the world of religion. He has not actually changed one bit. He has only changed forms. He is still a know-it-all with a “holy” cause. Ironically, he was paid much less as a philosophy teacher than he had been as a minister. It takes a lot more dedication to be really negative.
I am also laughing at myself. I was the class clown and rebel with a Bible in my student locker. Mom said I was born laughing, and I am sure that I will die laughing as well. The Gideons gave me a small Bible in the fifth grade. They did not have to do that, I had already stolen my brother’s. I smile when I think of that too. Yes, I have always been a tad sneaky. In the end, I do not think we are judged on our basic personalities — only on the way we aimed them. Someday my rigid former fundamentalist friend will look in the mirror and see that only his mask has changed — he has not. Do any of us?
Fifty years later, I still read the Bible a little bit. My humor-laced personality continues undaunted. I still live in a country that goes through the motions of reform without really changing. I wonder if the same can be said about all of the other institutions within which I have worked. Maybe change is our own illusion. Maybe it is something wished for that never really happens. It may well be that we are just what we are. The best thing we can do is love people no matter what and be positively creative about the few changes we might be able to make.







